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Dear Mr. Eastwood……
Clint Eastwood said that “we see people accusing people of being racist and all kinds of stuff. When I grew up, those things weren’t called racist…”
When he was a kid, nobody said anything because they couldn’t. Just because the victims did not speak up doesn’t make the racism non existent.
Clint Eastwood has said a ton of stuff in the past, yet he believes that like Trump, people say dumb things, but that should not be held against them.
In part, I agree with him.
The things you say are not held against you, they are reflected in your being. What you say is a direct reflection of who you are, and is the mirror to your soul. While the light is on you, it may not be in you; it may also be fleeting as soon as the clouds appear, or darkness falls. While we Americans have experienced some dark days, it is becoming clear that the lightness on many of our leaders was simply a reflection of the world around them. The clouds have removed the masks.
Now, we don’t look the same each moment we pause in front of the mirror; as time goes on, even the familiar reflection modifies itself. Our gluttony is just as revealing as our sorrow, contempt, happiness. A projection is a snapshot of we we are in time, and one slip up in speech is about as close to having a personal portrait. Yet the artist who puts our image to film, canvass, screen, or bust is seeing us many times over, and is capturing our essence for all time. Trump’s reflections, like Eastwood’s, are a many decades’ full portfolio. There are so many screen shots there, that the image is as recognizable as the universal imagery of the white Jesus–everybody knows what the white Jesus looks like, just as everyone knows what we see when we look at pictures of Abraham Lincoln. When we see the best Republican, we see his soul, no matter the picture, no matter the statue.
The attribtues that should be held against you are the things that you have done……now I know your acts can also be your words: yelling ‘fire’ in a crowded theater, causing people to flee with panic and to be injured or even trampled to death; yelling at a pedestrian to ‘look out’ from a potentially fatal car crash; lying to authorities about a rape that does not happen, sending an innocent boy to jail for 5 years…the lists goes on of examples of how words matter.
Even as your words fail you, they are only one measure and must be accompanied by other factors to reveal your three dimensions. There are physical acts and actions that should be held to judge us, to fill in the width and depth of the image, and to show the person. It is with this context that I offer the last part of this post.
Clint Eastwood and I graduated from the same high school; albeit almost 40 years apart.
In these decades that have separated us, many people have come to him and asked Eastwood to step up and not be a whiner, a coward, a “pussy” in a variety of ways; in his personal life with his lack of support for his kids, by standing up to his political party as a former Mayor/elected/revered leader, or giving back to the community to which he was raised.
In all estimations, just like the abject blindness he shows towards hate speech of yesteryear, he has side armed many of us when we have sought kindness, or compassion, or duty. In the old days to which Eastwood reflects, people of stature gave of themselves; they believed it was their duty to sacrifice and leave a legacy to society, independent of their earnings or personal reward. Eastwood seems to forget that when people built railroads and factories, these greats also built museums, libraries, parks and schools.
I wasn’t ever planning to show this (I have only shared this with one person, the man who forwarded this to Eastwood’s secretary for me), but after 14 months, I feel compelled to letting this go.
The following is a part of a letter that I wrote to Clint Eastwood in June 2015, after quite frankly, being fed up with the months of understanding that he knew what we were doing, but didn’t have the courage or decency to acknowledge us, and unless his secretary prematurely threw it in the trash, I am pretty sure he got it…even though he still doesn’t get it:
“June 2015
Dear Mr. Eastwood,
My name is Harold Lowe. As the Chair of the Oakland Technical Centennial Committee, I wanted to reach out to you now that the celebrations are over. Many of our other folk have contacted your office, but I wanted to express remarks about your noteworthy achievement.
For two years, parents, students, administrators, alumni and supporters prepared to mark the 100th anniversary of Oakland Tech. Our purpose was to rekindle the relationships with peers, the school and the community, and to usher in a renaissance of engagement.
We kicked off a series of ‘fun’ events, and continued the campaign with a ‘serious’ effort to improve the infrastructure and programs at the school. Tech is Oakland’s second largest high school (and 25th largest school in the Bay Area), and the highest academically ranked public school in the area. While many of us recognized that Tech was special long ago; it took the academic community some time to appreciate it. Fifteen years ago, a Tech student won 3 medals (2 gold, 1 silver) in the International Mathematics Olympics. Five years ago, Tech had more students accepted to MIT than any school west of the Mississippi; last year an African American male was accepted into every Ivy League University. This notoriety has accelerated its popularity at a time that Oakland and its public schools are under fire. It also has spotlighted our blemishes….we need over $1 million to fix broken buildings, buy science equipment, etc.
We honored your contributions to the entertainment industry and your significant successes in business and political leadership in the Monterey Bay area at the inaugural Oakland Technical High School Hall of Honor gala. I understand that our committee contacted you on several occasions, requesting your attendance at the Gala.
Of the 120 people considered for the Hall of Honor, your selection was a slam dunk. You are without question our most famous alumnus.
There is an unfortunate price which comes with that distinction, and I can empathize with the challenges of paying the bill. Leadership has a cost that is rarely valued fairly.
When I joined the Centennial Committee, I understood that people had been trying to contact you for years. My first question was why would we contact you if there wasn’t a plan? If you came back to contribute your time, treasure, or talent, to whom would you be working? How would you know if the requests were legitimate? Celebrity and financial success has a way of attracting all the wrong types of attention, and I could imagine the types of requests you’ve received over the decades. I made sure that no matter the outcome, we would be reaching out to our Tech family only after we gave them a reason to reach back.
In your case, Mr. Eastwood, the chance for Tech to be acknowledged by its most famous celebrity is important to us. Your presence validates our standing by having our senior statesman on board.
My primary goal as Centennial Chair was that we are able to articulate that message to you and to all of the honorees, alumni, and supporters. In addition to the conversations, we created a 20 page plan to express our wishes. There is another aspect of the notoriety that we anticipated should come easier; disengagement with a response. If for any reason, that an honoree was not available or willing to interact with the Oakland Tech community, we were more than certain that we gave the opportunity for someone to let us know.
The challenge for the backers of Oakland Tech is to maintain enthusiasm and a public face in the wake of missed opportunities. This benchmark for help is set by the champions at other institutions. For years, assistance to improve the conditions at Tech has been compared to the level of assistance at the other campuses. Castlemont had its favorite son, baseball Hall of Famer Joe Morgan; Skyline had its Oscar winner in Tom Hanks. They have been visible in their support for their schools, and both the donor and the institution benefited from their philanthropic efforts.
It has been an inexplicable answer to the question of ‘what are Tech’s notables doing to help maintain the institution?’ For the few Marshawn Lynch’s that have come forward, there are dozens who have lived a longer period of time in absentia. The first words I heard from dozens of people were all related to involvement of our honorees. “Will so and so be there?” “Are you getting help from so and so?” “That athlete can help raise a lot of money to fix the gym; that actor should help fix the stage like so and so did at that other school…”
Last month, the silence was obvious, and it was deafening. Many of our most accomplished who are still with us, were not with us.
Just shy of 47, I hope to have as many days ahead as I have behind me. Even with that awareness, I have come to understand that there is a lasting legacy that must be honored, not for any particular personal fulfillment to which I may be bestowed, but in order for the cycle to continue. There must be that acceptance of a higher ethos to value those who have come before, and the determination to preserve our institutions for those to follow.
We hope that you recognize the value that you have to the hearts and minds of the Tech community, and we encourage you to take the formative leap to collaborate with us.
Your support could bring about institutional changing results.
Please consider bringing the leadership you show to the world back home. We welcome you to speak, lending your name for special activities, and direct sponsorship.
The letter below has been sent to our local supporters….”
Meow Mr. Eastwood….meow.
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I Have to Quit you, Because your Horns are Showing Through your White Hood
I have been on social media for a while now, and I’ve noticed that about every three and a half years, the heightened discourse over politics simmers for some weeks, and hits its fever pitch in late summer. This boiling over coincides with the hot, restless nights, shootings, and political conventions.
People who have been typically cordial start to take on a political surrogacy; my team is the best, and the other is about to cause WWIII, the apocalypse, or the destruction of America. If you love the other side, you’re an idiot. If you like the other side, you’re stupid, so I need to re-educate you, and let me bring my other social media friends in on the frenzy to show you just how much of a tool you are.
I get it, people have very strong views of their right and wrong. Most folk are able to see the other sides to arguments, and while they read others’ posts, unless something is blatantly obvious, they tend to keep it moving…maybe you’ll get a “like” out of them. Yet, I have some Facebook friends—and for goodness sake, even Linked In connections– that are out there to initiate discourse, to just plain vent, or to start a culture war. A post every couple of weeks about a thing said by a politician or a societal wrong, like a shooting doesn’t qualify. I consider those as public announcements. But there are some of them that say things that you can tell they picked up from the local barbershop or AM radio.
To you: No matter what I think about what you say, even if it is asinine, bigoted, backward, insensitive, or having varying levels of stupid all over it, you will still be my friend on Facebook.
Unless……you have personally called me out and justified your position based on your moral high ground. Lately, I have seen some of you upping the ante, driving full speed into the fog, making the leap that my support for any position differing from yours also means that I cannot be a Christian. And to take it a step further, most of these positions are coming from the Right.
I voted for Bernie, but you didn’t want to hear that. You see, you laughed at a man who wanted to create more taxes for the wealthy, and you angrily scoffed at his socialism solutions. Get that; you and I together are part of a faith that celebrates a belief in a socialist afterlife, in which all have mansions with the almighty, all are fed and clothed, and loved. While on earth, together we value the teachings of Christ, a descendant from our Lord who walked with the poor, admonished the rich, and was murdered by the powerful…yet your ‘faith’ leads you to the conclusion that any course that drives us closer to parity is in fact, a pathway to being unequal. But you didn’t debate me on that Christian/Christ/Money is the Root to Evil/It is easier for a rich man to find a needle/ thing when it came to wealth and God. I let it go; because that would be me on my moral ground, and I don’t want to go there with a person who see today’s Jesus as a conservative white male dot com CEO.
Now there is no more Bernie for me, and you are coming after me with a vengeance. You see the writing on the wall…no Bernie, he is defecting to Hillary Clinton for President. You start dropping post after post about Hillary–lying Hillary, murderous Hillary, sneaky Hillary, Hillary who wants to see your kids turn gay, Hillary who wants to take away your guns, but also wants to keep killing babies with abortion…..and then it gets nasty. The people who show up at the Democratic Convention are Devil Worshipers. Hillary is evil, Hillary is Satan; Democrats for siding with Hillary and what she stands for are evil. No Democrat or Hillary voter can be a real Christian.
Wha? The Non Democrat supporters now have a lock on faith too? I supported Bernie, and dude is at best an agnostic…but I wasn’t evil then. Now, because I am titling Hillary I am evil and I have lost my faith?
Let’s be perfectly clear: your last guy standing is Donald Trump. He has never walked by the measurements of faith that you use to challenge me. He has been accused of rape, he has been endorsed by the Ku Klux Klan, and his political platform speaks to racial division and bigotry. He has thousands of lawsuits against him for business practices, and most of his comments are significantly misleading to downright lies. He has never held office and doesn’t understand public policy or government, but wants the biggest job in the world; he doesn’t want government intervention in business or taxation, yet he got his start evicting people in subsidized housing, has declared bankruptcy four times and has stolen public funds from city budgets through non-payment of debts, and he won’t release his tax statements as there is a likelihood that he is doing business with a foreign entity that is a US enemy state, and he has donated virtually nil to charity.
Yes, but he is still better than Hillary.
That might be a funny punchline if told correctly, but that is all.
Now, you have told me that to even question this suggests that there is a problem with me. My problem is that I cannot look past the particular candidate and roll with the whole Republican Party. Even if he needs help, I need to support this Party. See, the Party will handle everything, and the Party is moral.
Then they do either of two things; they are acknowledge ‘yes, he is a flawed candidate, but…’ HOLD up: Al Gore was a flawed candidate: Trump makes Bill Cosby look like the better choice in giving out Halloween drinks to white sorority girls at a rave party. Or two, they absolutely ignore the reality that Trump is their candidate, and start off every comment with the number one issue for religious conservatives: abortion. In the Pachinko machine of morality, as soon as you cast a position on abortion, you get slotted down a path. There are 50 more important platform decisions that affect all US citizens than this one, but they won’t let you think of that. Abortion is it brother. You don’t believe that a person (I said a person, because a man who sides with the woman is also included) should have one for any reason; you get the nod. You don’t believe exactly that; you get put at the line of indecision, and get placed at the equivalent of the kids’ table of Christianity on Thanksgiving. You believe a great deal more about not infringing into someone else’s body, and you are a worse sinner than the person having the procedure. You see, you know better….better? What am I to do about someone doing something with their body that I cannot control? That my faith and current law tells me I should not control? It does not matter; your lack of verbal commitment to the cause makes you a murderer. You are in alignment with a political party who believes in murder. And then they let their Facebook friends gang up on you. These people start calling you everything short of nigger, and you say to yourself, I gotta see who this nutcases are. When you see the profiles of their friends, they do not look like the America you know; they don’t act like the America you want. Then you go though their pages, and you see the race comments about Obama, or Black Lives Matter, or the jokes—and there are so many jokes– which range from chicken eating, to being monkeys, to bad grammar Mexicans…and then it gets to the guns and the flag and eliminating all of those who don’t fit their bill of Americans.
And I say to myself; so now we have it. In my compromise posts—and as I look back over the years, they all were compromises to ease the peace– I have told you that as a black man who can trace my roots to slavery, I have a hard time with the prospect that the only way to stop abortion is to enslave the pregnant women. I have a hard time with your candidate that believes you change immigration laws and do not believe in the ability of others because of the color of their skin. I have a hard time with a man who doesn’t disavow the Klan, and there is strong evidence that his father was aligned with the KKK. I have a hard time with a man who puts out falsehoods that 87% of whites murdered are because of black men, when the numbers are almost inverse with white on white murder. I have a history of understanding what it is like to see blacks being called rapists and murderers, and I have a hard time with a man who labels others as such. We haven’t even gotten to his lack of vision, his lack of civility and his absence of details to make this a constructive conversation. When I throw out facts, or analysis, or reason, or the decency card, you fall asleep. But why do I need explain myself to you? There is nothing sacred about my beliefs as to yours…why do I owe you an explanation in the first place? You don’t back down, you don’t see it any other way, you don’t apologize. I am wasting intellectual arguments on you. I have born my soul to get you to understand to hear you only say ‘eh, sounds like a cop out;’ ‘you aren’t doing enough;’ ‘that still doesn’t cut it..’ Why do you feel so superior, even with an inferior argument, time after time? Then it hits me, you cannot ever be inferior to me, and religion is just a part of it.
I have to quit you. You are a manager of people; you are a counselor; you are a teacher; you are an adviser, you are a coach. You work with people all the time; that is your job. Life must be pretty lonely for you; all of these people you meet are liars, idolaters, sinners. You are not casting any stones; you are just reading it how it is. I have no idea how you can work with people that while you are looking at them, secretly you wish you could banish them, stone them, or send them to hell yourself. How can you possibly help someone to which you cannot understand them, or you believe that their very existence is an abomination? You are living the ultimate lie.
You didn’t like MLK, because he was a liberal and a ‘racist’, but you sure use him to your advantage when it comes to dismantling affirmative polices for underserved….’what about the content of one’s character?’ ‘What about giving someone an opportunity based on their ability?’ you say. But when it needs to be put into practice, in your camp, you stare at the ground. Was Sarah Palin among the best or the brightest? Is Trump? You call yourself a Christian and you can understand what it was like to be Moses, but you cannot understand what it is like to be black in America (particularly funny because you have not made the logical leap that Moses was black). You have been silent about police brutality, yet when cops get murdered, you tell the world that we need to heal and stick together; your friends yell that blacks are being evil, and you say nothing. You distort the facts that tell us police are of all stripes, their killings in the line of duty are the lowest they have been in almost 50 years, and nearly 3/4ths of those killings are by white offenders. When you are faced with a rebuttable truth, you are Judas.
Your guy is not enough of a problem to see that he is presents a big issue to me, and yet I am the liar. A lie is to spread a falsehood; the notion that you can accuse one candidate as the liar while being in bed with a person who has lied about everything astounds me.
If I vote for Hillary, I won’t be doing it to start a revolution; I will be doing it to stop one from Trump.
But when I unfriend you next week, you won’t be hearing it.
Goodbye Melania.
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